a real heartache
there is this pain in my heart
i don’t know where to start
of how to explain why.
there is this guy
yes, he is relatively fly.
there is also this new town
with out high ways or macy’s.
i sit here and cry.
please don’t look me in the eye
my make up is fading away.
as it runs down my cheeks
i miss him.
and i miss denver.
how can i miss a city?
that is easy to say.
i have never loved traffic more
on a single rainy day.
i misss the tall buildings.
every single one.
i miss him.
when we say good bye my heart wrenches.
i can’t stop to say i love you.
or laugh the pain away.
i simply whisper good bye.
and we both know i cannot stay.
i need him now. in this moment.
i need his breath on my face.
i need his eyes, staring into mine
because.
i am alone here.
my family is non-existent.
my friends are a thing of the past.
all i have is music.
which is slowly going fast.
this pain in my heart.
started on the 28th of march.
the day i departed from home
the pain in my heart will go away.
on the very day i move home.
i just wanna go home.
i miss him and denver.
and the rest of my friends.
