allie coulter’s radical thoughts

its like what the fuck

when people hurt me,
i mean really hurt me
i do not know what to do.

when i trust someone
to the point of insanity
and they turn around and stab
me in my heart?

it makes me question
if anyone is really
worth the risk of pain.

i know what the answer
should be,
but its not the one that
makes sense to me.

i always miss my friends,
even the ones i never
hung out with
outside of school

and its like…
i never ever existed,
and i feel like
i have impacted their
lives…

but apparently i’ve
am wrong.

i hope i’m still
right.

the thing is.. i just moved from denver to grand junction.

i hate it in grand junction and i miss denver like hell.

all i want to do is move back,

but we have no money so,

we can’t.

i want to make a music break as soon as possible.

that would make so many things easier.

-manifests  musical break-

the end♥